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My Night at the Hospital

WOW…that’s what I had to say after leaving the hospital at 4 O’ clock this morning. I have had problems with my ears for as long as I can remember. I get these cysts that turn into the size of a large grape. I have already had three surgeries on both ears to have them removed…but long and behold, they are back!

I was in so much pain last night i could not withstand it much longer. I had been putting off going to the doctor for three weeks now, partly because I have been so busy with school.

I talk to my mom a few times every day but I have never called her past 10 at night, so i’m pretty sure i gave her the scare of a lifetime when I called my parents at one thirty in the morning crying due to the pain I was in. My mom told me to get straight to the hospital, and naturally she was upset with me for putting this off for so  long.

When i got to the hospital there were only two other people in the waiting room and they were called back quickly. Finally, my name was called after waiting thirty minutes. I was waiting in my room for the doctor to come in and all I could hear was a baby screaming, like the pain from my ear wasn’t aggravating enough! At last the doctor came in. He was shocked at how big my cyst was and he said it needed to be drained immediately.

So I waited another hour for him to return to drain my ear. I’m sacred to death of needles and he told me that he would have to numb the whole area first then stick a needle in it to drain it and then stick another needle full of saline in it to flush it out. I was freaking out to say the least. After it was all said and done i felt much better.

Little did I know I would have to wait another hour for the nurse to return to bandage me up and give me my care instructions. This was by far the longest wait I have ever waited for medical care. And the worst part…I had to wake up at nine this morning to work all day.


1 comment July 10, 2010


Sometimes I ask myself why people are so pressured to be in relationships when most of the time they just stress people out. Im not referring to the relationships that we have with our family or friend’s, im talking about the ones we have with our boyfriends and girlfriends.

Im different then most people, I prefer to be just one person, and honestly im a very awkward person to go on a date with. You would think that after 22 years of experience I would be able carry on a conversation with a stranger but i don’t care for it. First off guys are just annoying too me half the time and they are always trying to show off and make themselves seem so much cooler then they actually are. Secondly, im not into making small talk with a person that I don’t know that well. Dates just seem so forced too me.

My first relationship began when I was a freshman in High School and it lasted up until I was a freshman in college. Him and I were more like best friends then anything else. It was convenient for the time being. Then I met my present boyfriend when I was a sophomore and we have been together ever since. We have broken up a few times here and there due to the stress of us both attending different schools and not having enough time for a relationship, it would  stress me out. It is hard for me to balance taking three summer classes, working and trying to work on a relationship.

If my current relationship doesn’t end up working out, hopefully I will have gotten the hang of the dating game by then but until then I am hopeless. I know that im not the only one that feels this way, many of my friends agree with my perspective on dating and relationships.

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